Sleep....

I like it. Who doesn't? Recently however I am either having too little or too much. 'Too much?!' I hear you cry/weep/shout...Yes, too bloody much! If I go to bed at a stupid hour i'll convince Other Half to let me lay in (he's nice like that..sometimes) and catch up a bit. Only this seems to wear off after a few hours when I hit a real slump in the middle of the day. Nothing picks me up, only another nap..Another bloody nap! I don't usually go for this nap, very rarely if i'm honest after all that would be very unfair on Other Half who actually does have a job at a factory to go to.

Oh dear. Now i'm not coming across well at all am i?

I have bags under my eyes that are the size of 2 small islands and I'm a bit snappy. Okay i'm pretty snappy but I do try to control myself (when hormones aren't in charge of course) and I quite frankly cannot be arsed to do anything! 

When I was a teenager I actually didn't take advantage of all this lay in business (now I feel a fool) and it would appear that I'm having some what of a mid twenties crisis allowing hormones to run wild, having late nights watching TV and larking about on Twitter (to name one) when I should surly be tucked up with a hot chocolate turning lights out at a reasonable hour....All Mum like and that you know?

Okay that's never going to happen but if there's anyone out there with a boot big enough come and kick my arse won't you? Little Miss is starting school this September and I don't think sleeping in until 8.00am will get me to the school gates with her and Little Man in time for 9.00am do you?

Cupcake Mumma

ps. Other Half has his fair share of lay ins too!

Feeling the Winter Blues Today

I hate it when the weather gets to me. It's strange because the day has been lovely, a bit chilly but I've only had to nip out to run Little Miss to nursery and Other Halves mum picked her up along with her cousin.
Maybe that's what it is? I haven't done much, I got a bit defeated after I found damp coming in beside Little Miss's bed, got as far as clearing and moving the room around and thought 'sod it' just another thing to add to the list of 'Things that never will be done'.
I know I'm going on some today, in fact I could be moaning a lot more today, I'm in a pretty bad mood which is probably due to not sleeping until ridiculously late. 
I'm ready for Christmas decorations if I'm honest and I'm finding it difficult not to raid my cupboard! I tried to pull the box from the attic but to no avail so I'm stuck with nothing!
I've written all my Save the Date cards but cannot find my address book, I keep not getting round to removing items out my home which are supposedly destined for the charity store.
Both the children are just turning into whinge bags come half past four (when Daddy leaves how convenient) and I've been so fed up I've just survived off hard gums and crisps all day...no wonder I'm having a 'fat day'.
I felt like a miserable teenager walking my daughter to school. Then I did the old looking at the all mums with their nice figures thing...I know, i know, there is nothing wrong with my figure but unless its just me I'm feeling the flab this week humph.
I'll shut up now and go russel up some grub (that won't be eaten) and if I can be arsed maybe cook myself something too...If not I'll just have a sandwich (yes a crisp one!)

ps. I am aware of a major blood sugar crash due to my poor diet today...
pps.I am also aware this is probably making me sluggish and grumpy...just so ya know I know *winks*